Young, handsome and scared stiff

Dads War


As I get older, I find myself constantly looking for answers to my own life through what may have been my fathers eyes. Sadly, I had so little "real time" with my Dad that this is not really possible. I have fond memories of my father from pre adolescent days, but of course, his philosophies and my own teenage outlook didn't coincide exactly, which I know is a situation that is common to most father / son relationships! I can remember being very disrespectful. Of course, my father forgave me but I considered myself to be more of a man than he had ever been! How wrong I was! I always appreciated my fathers intelligence but the fact that I owed him so much eluded me for much of my life. He was a rock and sacrificed most of the rest of his potential life for his family. I left home in my early 20's to travel the world so I didn't see much of him until his stroke in 1975, when I returned home to see what the wretched illness had done to him. He migrated here to Australia with my mother in 1980, where he was able to enjoy an improved environment to see out his days.

Dad died in 1982. My knowledge of my father is sadly limited. However, it seems that he left me a great legacy. I have the Log Book from his war years as a Navigator in the RAF. He would never speak to me of this time which I believe were the formative years of his life. I can only imagine that to do so would have brought back the fear and pain of reliving some terrible events.

During mid October 1941, my father began his training as a Navigator at the Number 41 Air School in East London, South Africa. This went on until mid January when he took part in a months Bombing and Gunnery training. His final preparation took place at Penrhos in Linconshire where he participated in the Number 13 Advanced Flying Unit Course. In June 1942 he was ready for the "slaughter". He joined 115 squadron and began his "in house" training. The most traumatic year of his life began in September 1942. It only lasted a year before he was returned to South Africa as a Navigator Instructor. However, he survived 2 tours of duty which I am told was almost unheard of. Click HERE to view Operation details only, or all flights in 1942/43 are catalogued below:-



Date Aircraft Type Aircraft Number Pilot Duty Hours Squadron Day / Night Mission Category
15-09-1942WellingtonZ1668Sgt McCreeG. Exercise from Chipping Warden2.10115DAYTraining
16-09-1942WellingtonX3477Sgt BaldwinG. Exercise1.00115DAYTraining
17-09-1942WellingtonBJ842Sgt BaldwinG. Exercise1.45115DAYTraining
18-09-1942WellingtonZ1657Sgt BaldwinAir Firing1.30115DAYTraining
20-09-1942WellingtonBK272Sgt BaldwinG. Exercise1.30115DAYTraining
20-09-1942WellingtonX3354Sgt BaldwinCircuits & Bumps1.00115NIGHTTraining
21-09-1942WellingtonBK272Sgt BaldwinCross Country2.20115DAYTraining
21-09-1942WellingtonZ1574Sgt BaldwinCross Country3.45115NIGHTTraining
24-09-1942WellingtonZ1574Sgt BaldwinTransfer to Mildenhall0.20115DAYMT Flying
26-09-1942WellingtonBK272Sgt BaldwinAir Test Oakington1.15115DAYTesting
26-09-1942WellingtonBK272Sgt BaldwinOps as Ordered - Gardening3.35115NIGHTOPS
30-09-1942WellingtonBK272Sgt BaldwinOps as Ordered - Gardening3.45115NIGHTOPS
02-10-1942WellingtonBJ272Sgt BaldwinFighter Affiliation2.05115DAYTraining
02-10-1942WellingtonBJ272Sgt BaldwinOps - Failure Rear Turret U/S1.15115NIGHTOPS Fail
05-10-1942WellingtonBJ272Sgt BaldwinB.A. & George Exercise1.40115DAYTraining
05-10-1942WellingtonBJ272Sgt BaldwinOps as Ordered - AACHEN5.45115NIGHTOPS
06-10-1942WellingtonBJ770Sgt FarquasonReturn from Diversion0.40115DAYMT Flying
08-10-1942WellingtonBJ990Sgt BaldwinOps as Ordered - Gardening2.45115NIGHTOPS
18-10-1942WellingtonBJ990Sgt BaldwinAir Exercise & S.E. Flying1.30115DAYTraining
22-10-1942WellingtonBJ990Sgt BaldwinOps as Ordered - LINGEN4.30115DAYOPS
24-10-1942WellingtonZ1653Sgt BaldwinOps - Failure Port Engine U/S0.45115NIGHTOPS Fail
29-10-1942WellingtonBJ274Sgt BaldwinAir Test0.30115DAYTesting
31-10-1942WellingtonBJ274Sgt BaldwinOps as Ordered - Gardening La Rochelle6.10115NIGHTOPS
03-11-1942WellingtonBJ274Sgt BaldwinOps as Ordered - Gardening La Rochelle6.10115NIGHTOPS
04-11-1942WellingtonBJ274Sgt BaldwinReturn from Diversion- St Eval2.00115DAYMT Flying
08-11-1942WellingtonBJ274Sgt BaldwinTransfer to E. Wretham0.20115DAYMT Flying
10-11-1942WellingtonX3565Sgt BaldwinLocal Flying0.40115DAYMT Flying
20-11-1942WellingtonBJ274Sgt BaldwinOps Failure - Port Engine U/S Turin1.40115NIGHTOPS Fail
21-11-1942WellingtonZ1653Sgt BaldwinOps as Ordered - Gardening St Nazarre5.45115NIGHTOPS
22-11-1942WellingtonBJ898Sgt BaldwinOps as Ordered - STUTTGART7.40115NIGHTOPS
23-11-1942WellingtonBJ898Sgt BaldwinReturn from Diversion - Newmarket0.40115DAYMT Flying
27-12-1942WellingtonZ1694F/Sgt BaldwinLocal Flying0.50115DAYMT Flying
28-12-1942WellingtonZ1657F/Sgt BaldwinOps as Ordered - Gardening Frisians4.40115NIGHTOPS
31-12-1942WellingtonX3351F/Sgt BaldwinFormation Flying1.30115DAYTraining
31-12-1942WellingtonZ1764F/Sgt BaldwinFormation Flying0.30115DAYTraining
02-01-1943WellingtonZ1764F/Sgt BaldwinFormation Flying1.00115DAYTraining
02-01-1943WellingtonBK166F/Sgt BaldwinOps Failure - Engines U/S0.15115NIGHTOPS Fail
13-01-1943WellingtonBK166F/Sgt BaldwinFerry to Lakenheath0.20115DAYMT Flying
14-01-1943WellingtonBJ990F/Sgt BaldwinOps as Ordered - LORIENT5.30115NIGHTOPS
18-01-1943WellingtonBJ832P/O ThomasFerry - BASE to WYTTON0.20115DAYMT Flying
18-01-1943WellingtonZ1609F/Sgt BaldwinFerry - WYTTON to BASE0.30115DAYMT Flying
20-01-1943WellingtonZ1609F/Sgt BaldwinOps as Ordered - Gardening Frisians4.00115NIGHTOPS
21-01-1943WellingtonBJ832F/Sgt BaldwinFerry - BASE to W.MALLING1.30115DAYMT Flying
28-01-1943WellingtonBJ832F/Sgt BaldwinFerry - W.MALLING to BASE1.20115DAYMT Flying
03-02-1943WellingtonZ1609P/O BaldwinOps as Ordered - HAMBURG4.40115NIGHTOPS
11-02-1943WellingtonZ1609P/O BaldwinOps as Ordered - Gardening La Rochelle6.40115NIGHTOPS
13-02-1943WellingtonBJ832P/O BaldwinOps as Ordered - LORIENT6.00115NIGHTOPS
14-02-1943WellingtonBJ832P/O BaldwinOps as Ordered - COLOGNE4.00115NIGHTOPS
16-02-1943WellingtonBJ832P/O BaldwinLocal Flying & Photography0.40115DAYMT Flying
16-02-1943WellingtonBJ832P/O BaldwinOps as Ordered - LORIENT5.40115NIGHTOPS
18-02-1943WellingtonBJ832P/O BaldwinLocal Flying & Photography0.40115DAYMT Flying
19-02-1943WellingtonBJ832P/O BaldwinOps as Ordered - WILHELMSHAVEN4.50115NIGHTOPS
24-02-1943WellingtonZ1620P/O BaldwinAir Test & Local Flying0.40115DAYTesting
25-02-1943WellingtonZ1620P/O BaldwinAir Test & Local Flying1.00115DAYTesting
25-02-1943WellingtonZ1620P/O BaldwinOps Failure Intercom U/S La Rochelle0.20115NIGHTOPS Fail
26-02-1943WellingtonZ1620P/O BaldwinOps as Ordered - COLOGNE3.50115NIGHTOPS
09-03-1943WellingtonBJ832P/O BaldwinLocal Flying0.40115DAYMT Flying
17-03-1943Lancaster IIDS624F/O AvantTransfer to Gransden Lodge0.40115DAYMT Flying
21-03-1943Wellington XHE233P/O BaldwinBase to St Eval1.45115DAYMT Flying
22-03-1943Wellington XHE234P/O BaldwinSt Eval to Base1.50115DAYMT Flying
24-03-1943WellingtonHE380P/O BaldwinAir Firing2.00115DAYTraining
26-03-1943WellingtonHE226P/O BaldwinAir Test & BH Exercise1.45115DAYTesting
01-04-1943WellingtonHE227P/O BaldwinAir Test0.30115DAYTesting
05-04-1943HalifaxDT737P/O BaldwinLocal Flying - Gransden to Feltwell0.20115DAYMT Flying
14-04-1943HalifaxDT735W/Cmdr WebsterPetrol Consumption Test2.50115DAYTesting
15-04-1943HalifaxDT737P/O BaldwinPetrol Consumption Test2.50115DAYTesting
22-04-1943MosquitoDZ375P/O BaldwinCircuits & Bumps0.40115DAYTraining
24-04-1943HalifaxDT737W/Cmdr WebsterAir Test0.30115DAYTesting
27-04-1943HalifaxDT738W/Cmdr WebsterBase to Portreith1.50115DAYMT Flying
28-04-1943HalifaxDT739W/Cmdr WebsterPortreith to Gibraltar7.00115DAYOPS
30-04-1943HalifaxDT740W/Cmdr WebsterGibralter to Blida3.00115DAYOPS
04-05-1943HalifaxDT737W/Cmdr WebsterBlida to Gibraltar2.30115DAYOPS
04-05-1943HalifaxDT737W/Cmdr WebsterGibraltar to Weston Zoyland9.15115NIGHTOPS
05-05-1943HalifaxDT737W/Cmdr WebsterWestern Zoyland to Base1.10115DAYMT Flying
07-05-1943WellingtonHE230P/O BaldwinNight Flying Test0.30115DAYTesting
09-05-1943WellingtonHE439P/O BaldwinNight Flying Test0.30115DAYTesting
11-05-1943WellingtonHE498P/O BaldwinFerry - Base to Dyce2.30115DAYMT Flying
11-05-1943WellingtonHE498P/O BaldwinFerry - Dyce to Base2.30115DAYMT Flying
11-05-1943HalifaxDT735P/O BaldwinCross Country1.30115DAYMT Flying
12-05-1943WellingtonHE439P/O BaldwinCross Country0.45115DAYMT Flying
12-05-1943WellingtonHE439P/O BaldwinCross Country2.40115DAYMT Flying
13-05-1943HalifaxDT735P/O BaldwinCross Country2.30115DAYMT Flying
13-05-1943WellingtonHE236P/O BaldwinNight Flying Test0.30115DAYTesting
13-05-1943WellingtonHE236P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - Dutch Coast2.50115NIGHTOPS
15-05-1943WellingtonHE498P/O BaldwinNight Flying Test0.30192DAYTesting
15-05-1943WellingtonHE498P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - Bay of Biscay9.30192NIGHTOPS
18-05-1943Tiger MothT6906P/O BaldwinLocal Flying0.45192DAYMT Flying
18-05-1943WellingtonHE230P/O BaldwinNight Flying Test0.30192DAYTesting
19-05-1943WellingtonHE448P/O BaldwinNight Flying Test0.30192DAYTesting
28-05-1943WellingtonHZ413P/O BaldwinNight Flying Test0.30192DAYTesting
28-05-1943WellingtonHZ413P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - Dutch Coast2.40192NIGHTOPS
31-05-1943WellingtonHZ413P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - Atlantic Ocean8.15192NIGHTOPS
01-06-1943WellingtonHZ413P/O BaldwinReturn from St Eval1.30192DAYMT Flying
02-06-1943WellingtonHE229P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - Dutch Coast3.00192NIGHTOPS
08-06-1943WellingtonHE230P/O BaldwinAir to Sea Firing1.30192DAYTraining
11-06-1943WellingtonHE472P/O BaldwinNight Flying Test0.40192DAYTesting
11-06-1943WellingtonHE472P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - Heligoland & Frisians3.30192NIGHTOPS
14-06-1943HalifaxDT735P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - Atlantic Ocean7.45192NIGHTOPS
16-06-1943HalifaxDT737P/O BaldwinLocal Flying0.30192DAYMT Flying
16-06-1943HalifaxDT737P/O BaldwinCross Country2.40192DAYMT Flying
17-06-1943HalifaxDT737P/O BaldwinNight Flying Test0.20192DAYTesting
19-06-1943HalifaxDT735P/O BaldwinAir Test1.10192DAYTesting
19-06-1943HalifaxDT737P/O BaldwinAir Test0.40192DAYTesting
20-06-1943HalifaxDT737P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty - North Sea1.40192DAYSD
21-06-1943HalifaxDT737P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - North Sea3.00192DAYOPS
23-06-1943WellingtonHE472P/O BaldwinBase to Farnbborough1.00192DAYMT Flying
23-06-1943WellingtonHE472P/O BaldwinSpecial Duties Farnborough2.00192DAYMT Flying
23-06-1943WellingtonHE472P/O BaldwinFarnborough to Base1.00192DAYMT Flying
24-06-1943HalifaxDT735P/O BaldwinBase to Langford Lodge - Nth Ireland2.10192DAYMT Flying
24-06-1943HalifaxDT735P/O BaldwinLangford Lodge to Base2.00192DAYMT Flying
27-06-1943WellingtonHE454P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - Heligoland & Dutch Coast4.10192NIGHTOPS
29-06-1943Tiger MothT6906P/O BaldwinBase to Ewretham & Return0.30192DAYMT Flying
30-06-1943WellingtonHE472P/O BaldwinBase to Chivenor1.30192DAYMT Flying
30-06-1943WellingtonHE472P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - Atlantic Ocean9.15192NIGHTOPS
04-07-1943HalifaxDT735P/O BaldwinAir Test0.30192DAYTesting
04-07-1943HalifaxDT735P/O BaldwinBase to Chivenor1.45192DAYMT Flying
04-07-1943HalifaxDT735P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - Atlantic Ocean10.20192NIGHTOPS
06-07-1943WellingtonHE472P/O BaldwinAir Test1.00192DAYTesting
07-07-1943WellingtonHE438P/O BaldwinAir Test1.15192DAYTesting
16-07-1943WellingtonHE438P/O BaldwinBase to Chivenor1.30192DAYMT Flying
16-07-1943WellingtonHE438P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - Atlantic Ocean9.30192NIGHTOPS
18-07-1943HalifaxDK244P/O BaldwinBase to Chivenor1.30192DAYMT Flying
18-07-1943HalifaxDK244P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - Atlantic Ocean9.30192NIGHTOPS
20-07-1943HalifaxDK244P/O BaldwinCross Country3.20192DAYMT Flying
24-07-1943HalifaxDK244P/O BaldwinLocal Flying1.00192DAYMT Flying
24-07-1943HalifaxDK244P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - HAMBURG4.50192NIGHTOPS
25-07-1943WellingtonLN349P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - ESSEN3.15192NIGHTOPS
27-07-1943HalifaxDK244P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - HAMBURG5.15192NIGHTOPS
01-08-1943HalifaxDK244P/O BaldwinBase to Chivenor1.50192DAYMT Flying
01-08-1943HalifaxDK244P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - Bay of Biscay9.30192NIGHTOPS
06-08-1943HalifaxHE472P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - Failure1.10192DAYOPS Fail
08-08-1943HalifaxDK246P/O BaldwinFighter Affiliation1.00192DAYTraining
09-08-1943HalifaxDK246P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - MANNHEIM5.30192NIGHTOPS
11-08-1943HalifaxDK246P/O BaldwinBase to Chivenor1.30192DAYMT Flying
11-08-1943HalifaxDK246P/O BaldwinSpecial Duty Ops - Bay of Biscay6.00192NIGHTOPS
12-08-1943HalifaxDK246P/O BaldwinChivenor to Base1.30192DAYMT Flying